Xiaohan's Blog

NOTICE!

2010-03-22T19:56:00.001+08:00

Hey guys, I've changed my URL!
http://behxiaohan.blogspot.com
But I'll still leave this blog on! Do relink me! Thanks!

Stressed.

2010-01-31T13:25:00.001+08:00

I HATE A MATHS!
It's killing my brain cells.

Hell.

2010-01-24T18:28:00.003+08:00

Okay. I've yet to update anything abt school.
I HATE SCHOOL. FOREVER SO STRESS! Argh
I HATE HAVING TESTS.
Damn it. I'm stucked with physics now!
Okay. I'll TRY to update my blog more often!

Is time to be independent.

2009-12-29T00:55:00.003+08:00

I think there isn't anyone that understands me, not even my parents. They don't even know what I want.

Christmas eve!

2009-12-27T01:18:00.004+08:00

Went to eat steamboat on x'mas eve!
Haha, though the service sucks BUT we still have lot of fun!
Ate then gift exchange!

After eating:

Ok, i know i look damn stiff, but shihui la, nvr tell me she wants to 'laugh' at me!haha!

I love this picture! Very retarded lo!

Haha, jojo looks like she's on fire. lol

Group pic!

Shihui with her present from jojo.

Reb with her present from ME!

Crystal with her present from Reb!

Jojo with her present from crystal!

Me with my present from shihui!

Okay done with photos! I think i need to like swim soon! Getting fatter!:(
till then, bye!

Need to shop.

2009-12-24T00:30:00.003+08:00

LOVE MY FCUK WATCH!
Hope my mum will go shopping with me this sat, she owe me one kipling bag. Haha.

Wondering.

2009-12-21T23:42:00.003+08:00

Should I cut my hair like this?!
Still thinking! Gonna ask my hairstylist for opinion soon.
Hmm, school's going to start like so damn fast! I haven't finish my hmk yet! Still left with english. I haven't wrap my books too!
Till then, bye.

Procrastination

2009-12-19T01:19:00.003+08:00

Omg. Stupid homework!
And guess what, I DON'T KNOW WHERE I PLACE MY ENG W/S!!!!
Whatever.

Thanks!

2009-12-11T23:29:00.003+08:00

Looook! This is my birthday present from my girls! Are you jealous? HAHA.

hmmm, I'm not very good at words. But ya! Thanks a lot girls!!!! The pressie's very cool!!!! Hahaa, I didn't expect you all to make a photo board for me, very surprised to see the pressie! And of cos, don't worry I love the photoboard very much, and i really mean it! Cos every photo carries parts and pieces of memories with you all! This present is million times better than those things that can be easily bought outside! And of cos, the letters were very heart-warming, haha! Was laughing while reading it! I think this is the first handmade b'day present I received, and I love it! So, thanks a lot for every effort you guys put in making this photoboard. LOVE YOU ALL! * kisses*
And of cos, thanks for the meal at NYNY! :)

Malaysia trip

2009-12-08T18:10:00.011+08:00

Went M'sia on 2 dec - 6 dec.
Stopped at KL first then genting then Grandma's hse.
Stayed in genting for 3 nights. When we were about to leave genting, we decided to stay for another night. haha
But still I prefer KL, cos there's more things to shop! Bought 2 denim shorts from F21, 1 top from Zara,1 top from Pull and Bear and a bagpack from Animal.
And I bought nothing at Genting but yet I spent 200RM on food and play.

In zara's dressing room.

Taken during bowling.
Played bowling, I LOVE IT! It's so fun!!!!! And my cousin, sis, bro and me kept playing L4D at the lan shop and I think it's really expensive to play there, it's 15RM per hr lo!
I think Genting's really boring, I go there almost every year since young. There's really nothing much to play and shop, it's only the weather that it's nice!
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My group members.
Brought the japanese students around again, but this time round it's even more tiring. Because we did a lot of walking, and plus the students were not very cooperative with me! They kept walking on their on!!!!! But well, they're rich japanese staying in Hong Kong. So kind of expected their way of behaving.
But at least they can understand what I'm talking better than the previous group.

Might be posting pics of kitty lab once claudia send me the pics.
Bye!

New experience!

2009-11-20T18:16:00.003+08:00

This is two of my group members, they're Japanese. Cool isn't it!
Brought three of them around, went to qian hu and bukit timah nature reserve then to Far East plaze. I was one of the few who's in charge of these "SPECIAL" places!!!!
Oh, you guys must be wondering why I brought them around, that's bcos it's my job! only for 5 hours. haha.
But well, my group wasn't as fun as claudia's. Cos my group members were really shy!!!! And they couldn't understand simple english so I had a hard time communicating with them. And what's worst was that, Claudia and I wore our ankle boots that's like 3 or 4 inches high, my feet were aching like hell and I got blisters all over my toes!!!!!:( But well, overall it's still quite fun cos it's a new experience! It's fun to meet people from other countries!
AND I'M GOING HELLO KITTY LAB NEXT WEEK WITH CLAUDIA! LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!!!

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Kill the fats!!!!

2009-11-17T03:26:00.003+08:00

OMG! I think I'm very fat so I'm going to start running at the park near my house during evening. I WANT TO BURN THOSE UNWANTED FATS + CELLULITE!!!!!!!! Argh, hate them!!!!!
I think I need to TRY to change my diet. But I think that's impossible, food is always so tempting. SO I NEED TO STOP EATING FAST FOOD except for subway! Fast food makes me fat!:(

No title is the best title.

2009-11-01T00:20:00.004+08:00

Pray hard that I'll get into physics chem and most importantly same class as SEAWEED! Time flies, and I somehow hope time would stop for me but yet at the same time I hope it'll just pass faster. Yes, it's contradicting.
Cos if time would stop for me, I promise I won't do last minute study and in the end I can't meet my own expectations as well as my dad's. I won't buy things that I regret immediately after I leave the shop. And most importantly, I can still enjoy my sec two life which is so carefree with my wonderful and lovely clique.
But well, I want the time to pass faster so that I can leave this school faster. And I don't have to study subjects that I hate to the core! And of course, by then I can do part-time jobs to buy designer bags, wallets and apparels!!!!!!

Shopping and shopping!

2009-10-26T00:45:00.004+08:00

Check this out! It's quite funny,especially at the beep beep part.

I think I kind of completed 3/4 of my shopping spree. Haaha, cos I spent away like 230 bucks after buying a PROMOD bag, a pair of Levi's jeans, a pair of FOX's denim shorts and a pair of ankle boots from Charles & Keith. But I think it's kind of worth it for so many items.
Went to Taka today, bought nothing!!!!!! Damn Pull and Bear! I always can't fit into their bottoms!!!!
Anyway! Kind of dread tues!!! I don't want to get back my report book!!!

P.S. I WANNA SWIM LIKE CRAZY!!!!

I FEEEEL SO RELIEVED.

2009-10-16T02:52:00.005+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRR!
So finally! I am so going to watch dramas like crazy and shop even crazier!
So many dramas in my waiting list and so many items to buy in my waiting list too!
I want to buy that coach wallet!!!!
I want to buy 2 bags from coach and that tote from ralph lauren!
I want to buy jeans from River Island tooooooooooooo!
Why can't the things be inside my room when I wake up the next morning? :(

Dead tired.

2009-10-11T05:39:00.000+08:00

Woah. My blog's so deaddddddddddd.
I'm a very busy person, hahaha!
But I gonna enjoy life real soon!!!!! 4 more papers to go!
And I will be able to go shopping!!! Muahahahahahahaha!
I think I shall try to stop reading female, ELLE, CLEO and ICON, cos eveything inside are so hell tempting, especially the coach bag!!!!!!
And I think shihui would love it, cos it's purple in colour!
Anyway, i'll will update very very soon! Stay tune!

Btw, I shall reply ":D" here, cos i'm lazy to go back to my blog.
My blog song is Time after time by cyndi lauper. :)

This is crazy.

2009-09-15T18:21:00.004+08:00

god. I need to start my REVISION!
But damn those dramas that kept my eyes on them for so long that I can't get myself to revise! I cant imagine that SA2 is coming so damn freaking soon!

I want to go Paris!

2009-09-11T23:43:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh! I am still left with a few more homework!!!
Just hate history and dnt to the max!
Went to starbucks today with shihui to complete our homework.

I feel like going to the IT show cos I want to get my earpiece.
But on the other hand, I don't feel like going because I feel like staying at home to rest.
Oh no, this is so troublesome!

Alright, I am going toooooooo watch tv!
Bye all!

Quick update.

2009-09-07T04:09:00.000+08:00

I'm so tiredddddd....
Hundreds of thoughts rushing through my mind.
Omg I wish that right now is end of year holidays!!!!
I feel so stressed, just hope that everything can just pass in a blink of eye.

Dear fairy god mother,
I want nine west heels.
I want that ralph lauren tote bag.
I want hundreds and thousands pair of jeans.
I want a pair of designer specs.
I want a omega watch!!!

Wow! I actually typed this post using my iPod touch!
So accomplished! Hahaha
It's getting late, so it's time for me to sleep!
Goodnight all.

I don't love you anymore.

2009-09-06T03:53:00.000+08:00

GAHHHH.My hands are so hell sticyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Whatever. I'm getting so frustrated about the bling bling thing can!!!
Nevermind, I hope shihui will be frustrated too when she do the bling bling thing. HAHAHAHA!
Went to Bugis with Shihui yesterday/ just now?
So disappointed that the topshop's shorts that I liked is out of stock!!!!
I just saw it like maybe a few weeks before only loh!
So went Arab street with shihui to get those crystals.
After that, walked around to play with accessories, bla..
I think I'm sort of influenced by Claudia, she told me that she just love to try clothes BUT she didn't intend to buy, she says that it's very shuang.
So when I went shopping with her during the june hols, I remembered we went into River Island and try all sorts of heels, but yea, many eyes were staring at us.
Haha, so ya, you guys can try it too! It's really fun when you are trying all sorts of stuffs that you think it's cool, but you won't buy it cos you're afraid that ppl would laugh you if you wear it out. So the best thing to do is to TRY everything!
Alright, back to the topic.
So we walked aimlessly and saw Super Heroes having sales, prices are going as low as $9. Bought 2 tees and shihui bought 1 tee!
And then went to IMM's daiso, and dinner aft that.

I'd spent almost half of my money that's meant for my topshop shorts. :(
I am super 后悔 now can!!!!!
Whatever. I'm turning in now.
Goodnight everybody.

I want to eat ice-cream!

2009-08-29T00:02:00.003+08:00

Is this what you're thinking:"Walao, finally updated!"
Haha, sorry for the delay.
But I have to disappoint you once again, cos I am not going to upload the YOG photos. I dun feel like using photobucket, seriously,
Cos photobucket is really slow. Buuuuut, I'll try to upload in other posts alright?

Hmm, I'm feeling so tired, my dark circles are horrible!
I turned and talked to my aunt just now, she looked at me and said my dark circles is super obvious even though I was wearing my specs.
I didn't take afternoon nap during these few days you know!
Is sort of unlike me, who to blame? School of cos.
Dad nagged at me yesterday for not attending school just because of runny nose. He said that my atittude towards my studies is getting from bad to worst.
But I really hate going to school.
I hate waking up early in the morning.
I hate doing homeworks.
I hate mugging for exams.
I hate staying back for all those lame fieldtrips.
But still, life still have to go on!

Hahaha, I saw this picture on Quan Yi Feng's blog.
Omg, I can't imagine that that woman actually wore a bikini with her armpit hairs not shaved, and showing it to the public!!!!!
I was thinking, what's so difficult about shaving her armpit hairs?
Anyway, that's all!
Can't think of anything else to blog.
Ciao!

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Love YOG countdown to the max!

2009-08-16T16:55:00.000+08:00

This is only the preview of YOG countdown.
I'll update soon, I sick and tired of uploading photos through photobucket!
Ciao.

What you do, the way you think, makes you beautiful.

2009-08-14T14:05:00.000+08:00

Shall reply my tags here, in case i missed out any.
-Jocelyn!: Haha, do you have any problem with my blogskin being PINKY?! HAHA!:p
-Daryl: haha, hello!:P
-Rebecca: Lol, we look so different where got alike sia! Walao, retard?!?!!
-YingYing: haha, no!
-Rebecca: Is not mirror image lah! HAHA:P
-RUISI: Haha, cos i have one tooth grown way too high. :D
-GUESS =D: What the hell! I think I know who are you -__-

Going to YOG sooooooon! :D
Stay tune for more updates!
Ciao!

Life is short and so is money.

2009-08-10T15:19:00.000+08:00

WARNING: There's a lot of pictures of MYSELF, and FOOD.

Went town with Shihui on Saturday!
Great shopping but legs were very very tired.
Bought my backpack from Ripcurl and a pair of shoes from rubi.
This two items cost me 90 bucks, and which means my savings are gone!:(
So I'm feeling a bit low now, hahaha.
And we went for lunch + dinner at Xin Wang hk cafe at Ion.
Ion is so damn crowded that my brother actually went there and we didn't 碰到面.

And then I went to eat ice cream with my family @ The Daily Scoop!

And that's not the end, and then we went to 老巴刹 for supper.
Haha, and I keep snapping unglam pictures of sis and cousin, I think it's fun, lol.

Haha, my sis took a bit of the stingray before I take picture of it.
Didn't attend boonlong's bbq, cos it was too last min, i think my mum will kill me if I go. :(
X
And went to Shangri-La Hotel for dinner with sissie, her bf and cousin on National Day!
It was a buffet, overall is nice!
Enjoyed the oysterssssssssss, haha.

On the way there....

Drunken prawns.

Chilli crabs.
Haha, I was busy eating so I didn't snap a lot of pictures of the food, instead I snapped a lot a lot of unglam pics of them! :P
Ate a lot this weekend, cos I can finally stop eating porridge ever since the day I put on the braces.
Haha, that's all.
Ciao!

Fashions fade, style is eternal.

2009-08-05T18:49:00.000+08:00

Walao, what the hell is wrong with blogger again?!?!
Can't seem to upload photos! Damn!
I find blogging not-so-interesting anymore, cos I dun have FEEL you know.
Brief update!
Guess what?! I got braces, but I WANT TO RIP IT OFF.
It's so painful! I cannot bite and my teeth feel so sore.
And the wire keep poking my cheeks!!!!!
This is crazy!!!

P.S. Need a new school bag. :(

"The only rule is don't be boring and dress cute wherever you go. Life is too short to blend in." -Paris Hilton

It takes two hands to clap.

2009-07-26T01:19:00.009+08:00

Haha, that's me, my sis and my bro's friend also my tuition teacher!
And.....
Followed by my 写真集!

Getting sick of my individual photos? Oh, too bad...
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COS IS NOT THE END OF IT!

Oh gosh. I'm very very sleepy, the internet connection speed is trying to me doze off, IS SO FREAKING SLOW.
Anyway, almost 1 week since I last updated. So did you guys miss me or something?
I guess so! hahaha!
There isn't much for me to update though, cos I think my daily routine is total crap,
except for the feel of satisfication on friday when I layed my hands on my iPod touch! OMG!
Went gym with Shihui yesterday, and jp for lunch and to get my screen protector.
I think my muscles is going ache after I wake up later on, cos my brother asked me to do some crazy stretching exercise just now.
Okay, finally I'm done with this post.
Ciao!

让我们 GET HIGH!

2009-07-19T22:26:00.004+08:00

hello!
Went to watch Harry Potter with my bro and his friend on Fri night!
But well, it wasn't what I really expected, cos I find it somehow disappointing though.
And went ktv @ chevrons with sissie, bro, his friend,cousin and his gf ytd! Sang for 3 hrs and home, finally enjoyed myself aft 5 days of torture.
Cos I slept less than 8 hrs everyday for the whole week. Damn.
Alright, will upload pics when i'm free cos I'm lazy now.
So ya, stay tune!!!!!!!
Ciao!

Harry Potter!

2009-07-16T22:30:00.004+08:00

Gosh, I want to watch this!!!!
But looks like most of my Harry Potter's fan friends have already watched alr loh.
My god, I WANT TO WATCHHHHHHHHHH!

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Busy bee!

2009-07-14T23:09:00.004+08:00

This is super chio! I want! :(
Realised that I've not been updating REGULARLY.
Cos I don't have the feeeeeeeel to blog.
So ya, brief update. Cos I'm going to slp asap.
School started, but I still miss e-learning cos I don't like school seriously.
Lack of sleep, had in turn caused me to sleep in class.
Sigh, no mood for everything, unless my mum buy me E71.
I dun nid a good phone, I just nid a pretty phone with WI-FI connection.
And E71 is the best choice!
Sigh, I just tore away my ban bao, cos I think it's so ugly.
And I need to buy the materials tml again. :(
EL ORAL TML, not prepared.
Alright, I'm sleeeeeeeeepy.
Stay tune for more updates! :)

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More than words.

2009-07-10T04:47:00.004+08:00

Haha, this picture is funny.
Omg, is 4.50am now, still wide awake!
Was watching 肥田喜事, cos got so-in-to it after watching some episodes @ channel U.
So, went to watch @ tudou. BUT IT'S FREAKING SLOW.
Cos it got stucked halfway, so I came here to kill time.
Went to sign up for the course @ nycc with shihui, jojo and crystal accompany yesterday or today or just now.(cos it's alr past 12am)
And lunch/breakfast with them aft that.
I've finally finished the god damn stupid lame shit brochure that drove me crazy ttm. EL & Humanities depart. have really got nothing to do!
And so they threw us this pile of lame shit, and ask us to complete it.
I'M NOT INTERESTED IN WHO IS THE FOUNDER OF S'PORE NEITHER I'M INTERESTED IN RESEARCHING ON THEM.
Ok whatv, shall stop my complaining.
Something that will makes me go jumping around, END-OF-SEASON SALES!!!!
But I seriously don't feel like going to town to shop anymore, so many many many people crowding around 1 pathetic shop.
What's worst is that, DON'T HAVE YOUR SIZE.
But I want to buy some bottoms!!!! Contradicting, I KNOW.
Lol, okay nvm.
I think I'm offfffff to my lalaland, since tudou can't load. :(
See ya there, night. :)

Sway with me.

2009-07-07T02:38:00.002+08:00

Hello!
It's 2.38am already, I wanna slp but can't.
Cos I nid 4hrs to digest my supper! !@#$%^&
Who to blame? Obviously not me, is my sis!
She always tempt me like without a fail, when she's coming back from her bf hse she'll call and ask me if I wanna eat something.
AND I ALWAYS FAILED TO RESIST THE TEMPTATION LOH!
So see lah, now I have to like jump around, do sit-ups to digest the food quickly.
And guess what? I went swimming myself today.
Is like so finally, cos I wanted to go swimming last week.
But cos of the stupid tedious PE which leads to my WORST muscle ache ever.
I never had such a painful muscle ache before, it really gave me hell.
I go ouch ouch ouch for every steps I climbed up and down the stairs.
Haha, so I should be going jogging tml morning, IF I can wake up.
Or maybe evening time.
Ok I think I nid to go running up and down the stairs now.
So I can slp earlier!
Ciao! :P

Love is a riddle.

2009-07-05T02:40:00.016+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL TAN!

Just turned 14 heh! So how's the feeling?
Haha, I think I can only get a taste of the feeling like 4 mths ltr. -__-
Enjoy ur birthday! Loveeee ya ttm. :D
X
GET READY FOR A LONG POST.
So I shuld nowwwww update on what the hell have I been doing during this 1 wk.
Haha, had been meeting up with Claudia recently.
Went to finish up our homework last sat @ je library, but I think we spent more time on talking than doing homework loh. :P
And went town with my parents and sissie last sun.
Mum was in good mood, so bought me a Levi's jeans, and promised to buy me two tops from FOX cos dun have my size there,and wanted to buy me a adidas swim wear but dun have my size too!!!!!!@#$%^&
Lol, and dinner @ ECP's Long Beach cos I really really feel like eating the crabs.

But their crabs are not as nice as IMM's Long Beach. :(
And went Vivo with Claudia on Friday, she bought a cardigan from Zara.
I wanted to buy that shorts from Zara, and the two tops from F21 but dun have my size again!!!!! Super disappointed.:(

In Zara's dressing room.
X

Went to celebrate Crystal's birthday yesterday's afternoon.
Haha, it was a surprise celebration!:P
And obviously, a person that's so stupid like her din get suspicious of anything.
So things went on as what we planned and expected.
Alright celebrate @ pizzahut.
So she was surprised seeing us there, and even more surprised when the cake came out!
Haha! so hope you enjoy!
And went town aft the celebration myself.
Main purpose was to collect the two reserved tops from FOX.
But I tried it again, it turned out to be not-my-liking.
COS IT'S VERY LOOSE.
And went to Zara and check out the shorts that I like very much, but I couldn't find!
Tried a few tops from F21, ALSO WAY TOO LOOSE!
And in the end bought a top from mango and cotton on.
I wanted to buy a shorts from Cotton on too, but DUN HAVE MY SIZE!
I really want to kill those people who bought my size away!!!!!!!
Get ready to scroll down for pictures.

This is crystal's 写真集 (I dunno if it's correct), lol:P

And followed by, Reb, me and shihui!
And lastly, our group photos!

Ok that's all. I spent 1 hr plus doing this post, editing the photos and uploading the photos loh! What the hell!
Ciaoooo.:P

想听的话你说给了她。

2009-06-26T22:23:00.007+08:00

I CAN'T GET STARTED WITH THE STUPID IDOITIC HOMEWORK!
The research questions is super hard to find!
What's so special about Senegal and the people?!
What sports are they strong in?
What sports events will they be participating during the Youth Olympics 2010?
HOW WOULD I KNOW?! If anyone know pls tell me, is urgent! haha!
Alright, I still have a pile of worksheets waiting for me.
Wondering why I'm so slow with my homework?
Hahaha, all 败犬女王's fault! I was so engrossed with it, that I actually finished watching them in 2 days' time! haha!
School is going to reopen soon! I feel like tearing already!
I don't want to leave my dramas, my owl sleeping time and my pc.
I still wanna sleep like there's no tomorrow!!!!
Good things always come to an end, isn't it?
And I still have to clear everything on my table, is so bloody messy.

See, messy right!
Okay, that's all!
I'm offfffffff to do my homework!
Ciao. :)

If you're lost you can look, you'll find me.

2009-06-25T06:42:00.002+08:00

I feeeeeeel like rebonding my fringe again.
But I don't know if I should.
Argh, this is crazy.
Is 6.42am alr, I'm still awake.
Anw, WHY THERE ISN'T ANY E-LEARNING WEEEEEK?
I din know till today, which means I have to complete all my hmk during this wk!
Omg, CRAZY REALLY CRAZY!
Cos I couldn't leave my dramas, currently watching 败犬女王!
Is nice! But abit exaggerating.
Lol, okay. I'm off to watch alr!
Ciao.

I wonder.

2009-06-23T01:11:00.004+08:00

Bonojour! Did anyone miss me when I'm away?
I doubt so, COS NOBODY TAG ME!
Hahaha, okay anyway!~
Went to KL last Friday shopped at Pavilion, was quite disappointing.
Cos couldn't get to stay overnight AND didn't bought much things!
Only like bought two Mango tops and a pair of shoes.
Couldn't find anything I like!!!!!! Which means I didn't get to spend finish all my ringit there! So I spent all my $$$$ at useless things. Haha.
So left KL at 8 going to 9pm and head to my grandma's house.
Really hate the travelling time manszxc!
So ya, didn't went to shopping anymore. Went to visit relatives instead on Sat.
WORST PART OF THE TRIP! @#$%^&
And home sweet home on Sunday morning!
But I misssssss the food there, is so delicious plus cheap!
That's all for the trip!
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Omg! I have't finish doing my homework!( Study sessssssssion plssssssss)
Cossssssss, I went fishspa today! With sissie, bro, and his friend.
His friend is funny.
Hahaha, the fishspa is sooooo ticklish!!!!!
I want to go there again before school hols ends, cos they're having promotion for students, $5/30mins!
LOL, okay that's all.
Ciao.

想回到过去

Just a call from you.

2009-06-19T02:47:00.002+08:00

I'm leaving S'pore in a few hours time to m'sia.
Miss me if you want.
Not very anticipating, cos was forced to go.
I haven't complete my homework, I only did a few questions. Sigh.

I feel so inferior.
I just feel like digging a hole and hide myself.
I need someone to hear me complain.
Okay nvm, thats all.
Update once I come back.

I doubt you'll call me and say bon voyage anymore.

我想要学会自我催眠。

2009-06-16T20:36:00.006+08:00

Omg. This is driving me crazzzzzzzzzzy.
I KEEP GETTING DISCONNECTED WITHIN A FEW MINUTES!!!!!!
WHAT'S BLOODY WRONG WITH THE INTERNET CONNECTION!!!!!!@#$$%^&*
I wanted to play mafia wars and restaurant city on fb!
And I stared at it waiting for them to load and it freaking appears " The internet explorer cannot display the webpage" !!!!
So gave up and close the windows, couldn't even play loh!
Still wanted to help some idiot with his mafia wars. -________-
Argh. Damn pissed off.
Anw jocelyn, thanks for helping with the twitter thing! (L)uv ya!
I LOVE NICOLE RICHIE! SHE'S SO HOT AND PRETTY!
I happened to watch some tv show last yr, and the host actually said that she is one of the them who brought out the trend of oversized shades! And she's always the one that bring out different trends! Omg, cool isn't it!
Omg, you know what! I'm still feeling hell sleepy after sleeping for 17 hours.
Lol! I didn't came back from chalet or what. Ytd was just a very normal day, I dunno why I can sleep for so long! :P

Okay that's all in case I get dc again!

I doubt so.

2009-06-15T23:11:00.005+08:00

Bonjour people.
I just rebonded my fringe! = No nid to straighten anymore!
Went jp with Claudia today!
And aft that, she psycho me to Vivo. :(
So went there, partly cos of Topshop and some other shops, wanted to see some dress.
Haha, I actually went there shopping with a giodarno t-shirt, NF shorts and hava slippers and a bag. That's like wow.
Been super long I went to these places with this outfit.
That's not the main point anw.
I need a dress for Saturday's wedding dinner. Still conidering those @ F21 and topshop.
And I couldn't find the pumps that I want, damn frustrating!!!!!!@#$%^&
Alright, my eyelids are really dropping cos I keep getting disconnected from the internet!!!!! Argh, frustrating!:@
So, I need to enter my lalaland ASAP.
See ya there! HAHAHAHA:P
Goodnight everyone! (L)

Nah, I'm not pinning anymore hopes.

Flashback, Warm nights.

2009-06-14T19:46:00.007+08:00

OMG. I'm baaaaaaaack! (Nah jocelyn, MY POST!)
Went to PC show ytd.

Welcome home, my two red babies! HAHAHA:P
Super happy canszxc! Dun have to use that lousy lappy anymore!
And I love my camera alot alot alot! Cos I had wanted to buy this camera when it is launched.
Lol, that's all.
Byebye! Stay tune for next update!:P

[edited]
Lol, I'm back again.
Im seriously too boreddddddddddd.
There's really nothing for me to do!!!!!Except for homework.
I haven't touched ANY of it! Well, really gotta do it real soon!
Dun feel like procrastinating anymore, cos procrastination leads to failure.
Really feel like doing it somewhere esle. Cos I always get distracted at home.:(
Okay nvm! I wanna buy my top & skirt!!!!!!
Hopefully JP have, so dun have to travel all the way to town.
Tml jp with claudia and rebond hair. Woohoo.
What a tight schedule this week.
Tuesday, gym perhaps? Anyone?:P
Wed = Sissie's b'day = ME NOT FREE.
Friday going m'sia all the way till sunday.
And monday most likely sentosa.
Ok thats all for real won't be back with another edited sign.
Ciao!~
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You're hot then you're cold. :(

Satisfied.

2009-06-09T18:38:00.002+08:00

Hello guys. I KNOW I HAD BEEN M.I.A.
But is not my fault you know, ITS MY LAPPY'S FAULT.
So yah, I'm currently using my sissie's laptop, which mean no pictures for the time being.
My lappy is spoilt, but you wouldn't be able to how SPOILT it is.
Cos half of the screen cover actually CAME OFF, so i couldn't see anyt even if I on it.
But yah, not much update anw.
Cos hasn't been to anywhere that's worth the update.
Caught Night At The Museum 2 with my girls last wed with my girls!
Is nice and freaking hilarious! HAHAHA!:P
And oh ya, I got myself a haircut.
But I'm rather frustrated with my fringe cos it's too short!!!!!
So I have to wait till it grow longer. :(
But my hairstylist is very handsome I can say. HAHAHA!
Okay, that's all for the update.
Stay tune for more updates! (L)

I had never felt so lost before.

2009-06-01T14:44:00.002+08:00

Hello peeeeps.
Omg, is super boring can!!!
I think I'm going to start my tuition real soon.
Went JP with sissie ytd.
Bought a top from m)phosis and some other stuffs.
I WANNA GO TOWN TO SHOP, COS GSS IS HERE!
Hopefully I can go during this weekend with my bro, IF nothing goes wrong.
But the main purpose is only for a haircut, don't even know if there's time to shop.
Anw, pls organise the sentosa trip asap girls.
Alright, thats all. BYEBYE!

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.

I gonna miss you like a child misses his blanket.

2009-05-30T01:55:00.003+08:00

Finally, holidays are finally here.
Actually, I'm not feeling that excited about it too.
Like special feelings? Happy is that, I can slp like nobody's business.
Woohoo. I painted my fingernails HOTPINK!
Hmm, last day of school = hell.
Had Trybe thing, like boring onlyszxc!
And most importantly, report book.
My results are lousy, as expected.
Class position: 17/39
Lvl position: 31/160
ARGH. Really dropped, but not very drastic, but still feel very disappointed.
Forget it! I shall enjoy my hols.
GONNA START MY DRAMA MARATHON AND MOVIE MARATHON! *Evil laugh*
Lol, I think "Paris & Milan" really made me go laughing my ass off manzxcs.
They're really idiotic, esp Zhou Chong Qing. HAHAHA:P

P.S. ANYWAY, I'VE YET TO RECEIVE ANY PHOTOS FOR THE QUEENSWAY TRIP LAHSZXC!@#$%^

Back to square one.

Would you catch me if I fall?

2009-05-28T20:29:00.002+08:00

Spot me! HAHA:P
Ok I got nothing to update.
So, ciao!

Can't read my poker face.

2009-05-26T19:39:00.003+08:00

Haha! This picture is freaking hilarious.
Skipped school today. Cos I couldn't slp last night, and finally fell asleep at 5am.
So yah, HOW CAN POSSIBLY PULL MYSELF UP FROM THE BED WHEN I ONLY SLP FOR 1hr20mins?
Lol. Holidays are finally coming, in like less than a week time?
But I really dunno what am I supposed to do during the hols.
Gosh. I don't like the feeling of staying at home, cos it is totally BOREDOM.
So! Most likely I am going to start slping in the morning and waking up in the evening during the hols alr. Cos night time is always better than day time. :P
And, I dunno what the hell is crystal doing, she missed call me, and din answer my call when I called her back! And she still haven't call me back!!!! lol
Alright, I am going to bathe now.
Ciao~

It is fading again, expected.

Much better.

2009-05-23T01:43:00.002+08:00

Hello, I'm back again.
Ate 3 hotdogs, woohoo. Lol
Alright, I felt really much better after laughing an hour plus.
Hmm, but still a bit down.
Cos I really cannot imagine myself with that lousy results. Really can't.
What makes me more disappointed is that, you know I really studied for it.
I put in really a lot of effort. But yet, what I got was this bloody results.
I always tell myself, just need to pass and thats it. But I didn't know that, it was so difficult to think that way, when you really studied very hard for it.
I really feel like a loser, a sore loser.
Why? Cos I lost, not to anyone, but myself.
Argh, this feeling is really not good.
But, I am much better now! Not thinking too much alr.
Anw, I wonder if there's any dramas for me to watch?
Cos I've finished watching BOYS OVER FLOWERS! Really very nice.
Especially, Kim Bum and Lee Min Ho!! OMG.
I think I go and re-watch "Yes Man", very hilarious! Lol.
Ciao.

You're always the one.

Utterly disappointed.

2009-05-22T16:35:00.005+08:00

I didn't know that I am such a failure.

Sigh,everything is just so-not-going-my-way.
This year is not a best year for me, definitely not.

I just feel like going away.

You light up my life.

2009-05-21T17:34:00.002+08:00

This is jocelyn's phone. 死 Jocelyn 暗恋我 sia! * blushing*
Alright, will update once all picutes are send to me okaaaay. :D
Bye.

Stand by me, please.

2009-05-21T00:48:00.005+08:00

Hello guys! I'm back again!
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! woohoo! But which is = PACK MY ROOM TML! DAMN IT!
Looking forward for my updates right! *grins*
Hahaha! Alright, too bad. It's a very short update.
Why? COS I'M WATHCING BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS! Ahhh, nice!

Do catch it! It's super hilarious and omg, KIM BUM IS DAMN CUTE CAN!

*droooooooooooooling* LOL! SOOOOO CUTE + HANDSOME! HAHAHAHA:P
Alright, I'm going to continue to watch BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS alr!
UPDATE SOOOOON! (L)
Ciao! :D

I feel very uncomfortable, I don't know why too.

不停幻想你对我有多么好。

2009-05-17T01:07:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody! :D
woohoo. Super full after eating mac.
Buuuuut I feel damn sinful can! Eating mac at this late hour, omg.
But no choice, I had my meal of day in the morning!
Alright, anyway. There's something I need to clarify with.
I am NOT referring anybody in particular.
I just wanna make it clear to everybody especially those who feel that way about me.
I'm not a zhuai (arrogant) person, ok.
Yes, I may appear to be very cold, anti-social. That's cos I don't socialise with people that I am not close with, but for those that I am close with I can be very crazy with them. So don't get the wrong idea of me, thanks alot. :D
I'm very particular about this is cos I don't like people that are arrogant, SO i don't like others to think that I am arrogant.
Neeeway, thats about it.
Omg, I CAN'T GET MYSELF TO START WITH HOME ECONS!
Just can't drag myself away from my lappy, oh god.
Daaaaaamn. Alright, I shall go and sleep now.
I am veeeeery tired. So yah, ciao. :P

I want nobody but you.

It's time for shopping!

2009-05-15T11:49:00.004+08:00

Oooops, I'm finally back! Miss me? Confirm miss loh! :D
LOL! Can't blame me for not updating after 123456789 days.
Busy what! Hahaha,so next you'll be wondering what shit I'm busy with that I can't update my blog right!
Hahaha! Busy with EXAMS! Finally 10kg of my burden is gone.
Is now left with home econs and maths paper 2 and listening compre.
So ya, I'm quite relaxed alr, cos home econ is not a very important subject.
And for maths, only abit of revision to be done, cos last minute study for maths is not of much use.
And listening compre, is just another excuse for us to go back to school.
So ya! finally 解脱 alr! Hahaha :P
But I think I really flunked my Science paper can, is like the whole physics booklet I only know how to do a few questions loh! Partly is cos the few days back I was like down with fever, cough and flu and my temperature went up to 39.6!
So couldn't even study till the very last day, and slept only like 2 hours!!!
So mental blocked for the whole paper lah! damn disappointed!
And hmm, besides mugging I can't think of what had I been doing for the past few days alr. sleeping perhaps? Hahaha :P
Exams are going to be oveeeeeeer soon! WHICH MEANS SHOPPING TIME! *wide grin*
Got so many things that I want to buy! But I don't know why, whenever I buy someting, I no longer feel excited like I used to. But I just like the feeling when I spend the money, 很有满足感！That's what makes my dad headache when he asks me why I love spending money so much, and I just replied him " 很有满足感，很爽! " lol.
Alright, is time to enter my lalaland alr!
If you want, you can enter with me, maybe you'll see me! LOL *cold*
Okay, bye! (L)

有太多的事等着我去做，是时候暂时把你放到一边。

再怎么美丽也只能是曾经。

2009-05-08T13:30:00.005+08:00

Hi there! Omg, finally I'm right back here after like almost 1 wk!
Woohoo! Damn happy, my biker jacket has finally arrived! HAHAHAHA! :P
Geography paper today! Finally overrrrrrrrr.
The paper I hate the most, cos is like so much memorising work to do!
I slept at 4 am last night, and woke up at 6, zai right.
What's worst was that, I only ate my meal of the day at 2 pm plus, and I have to go hungry for like so shit long, is like totally no time to eat loh!!!!!!
I didn't really burn the midnight oil, cos I did quite a lot of preparation like doing notes the few days before the test, but the understanding of the chapters seriously drive me mad!!
And worst, I didn't manage to go through all chapters, left with 1 or 2!!
The paper wasn't as difficult compared to last year. All questions were like basic lah, 害我读这么多!
So ya, hopefully will pass manszxc!
Thanks to Rebecca loh, got a blue black on my waist! I realised that I got like 4 blueblack now!! Omg.
Aft paper, breakfast at market with Rebecca, Jocelyn and Taoguang.
And then home!
Tired after so many days of not-enough-sleep.
Tuesday ---- Science! So have to prepare notes again!
Alright, thats it! Gooooooooodbye. :P

Been missing you crazy.

能不能不爱了，因为爱太痛了。

2009-05-02T16:52:00.004+08:00

Wow! Finally my fingers is jumping on the keyboard!
Think I've been missing for quite a few days right, I'm too busy to blog!
Exams are driving me crazy to the max!! Lol.
Finally took the 2nd paper, English paper 1! The paper that I dread the most!!!!
My burden had been lighten by 1 kg! LOL!
Paper was okaaaaaaay. Luckily I read the model essay book, and guess what!
The question came out happened to be one of the essay I read! So I just you know, use the idea. HAHAHA :P
Thursday night, Chevrons with sissie, her bf, bro and cousin!
Was great! Screamed my lungs out, although I was having sore throat!
Sang for 4 hours, and home. Dead tired. Photos soon.
Labour Day = No school! Supposed to be fun, but it turned out to be a disaster for me! I was sick, damn sick, but I'm more sick today!
And i just waste my beautiful labour day like that! I wanted to revise you know!!!
Actually wanted to study with Rebecca today, miracle that she ask me out! haha!
But I couldn't go!! Couldn't pull myself off the bed! My whole body is aching!
I really need to self-study for quite alot of subjects, but what I need most is motivation!! MOTIVATION! Someone please gimme some MOTIVATION!
Alright, off to mug! Ciao. (L)

在脑海里不停出现,那些你对我好的场景。

最亲爱的。

2009-04-27T22:43:00.002+08:00

Omg! You know whatttttttttttttt...
I watched 17 again!!!!!! And......
17 again is super duper niceeeeeeeeeeeeee! 让我哭笑不得!
Zac Efron cried in the show, BUT he's still so handsome as ever! *grins*
HAHAHAHAHAHA! But yea, overall is still super duper ultra NICE!
The movie theatre during midnight is damn cool, when no head is blocking me from MY view, haha! Cos everytime people just block me with their heads and I couldn't see clearly!!! Haha, I know the reason, you guys dun have to tell me, lol. :D
Okay, back to 17 again! It is very hilarious, so do catch it! :)
Alright, actually...
I'm supposed to be doing my homework, but just dun have the determination, and most importantly MOTIVATION! Argh.
So ya, I guess it's time for me to start with my homework okaaaaay.
Ciao! (L)

想回到过去...

17 Again!

2009-04-25T15:32:00.004+08:00

OMG OMG OMG! He's so handsomeeeeeeeee and cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
I wanna watch this, he's really damn cute !!!!!!! (L)
I WANT TO WATCH 17 AGAIN!

Alright, higher chinese paper 2 was disastrous.
Cos I really dun freaking understand that damn passsage, and the questions are like ??????. So ya, prepare for the worst.
And I really dunno how am i going to survive for english!!!!!!
Okay, whatever! Ciao! :D

It's okay, just move on.

Extremely exhausted.

2009-04-23T22:22:00.001+08:00

HIGHER CHINESE PAPER TML, DAMN!!
Wish me good luck manzxc! update soon! (L)

I don't know how to.

Don't fade away, please.

2009-04-21T22:25:00.002+08:00

Hi guys! :P
Like how many days since I updated?
Don't blame me, COS I SERIOUSLY GOT NOTHING TO UPDATE!
So ya, everyday routine is almost the same.
School > Lunch > Home.
Oh ya! I will be quitting my maths tuition! Woohoo!
But most probably I will be engaging a private tutor, but better than wasting my time to travel and reaching home at 7 plus, and worst, it's the first day of every week.
I realised that I've been so crazy this few days! Not only today alright.
Since sunday or saturday, hahaha.
I like myself being like this, smiling and laughing the whole day. :D
Alright, I go and study my chinese alr!
Ciao! Dun miss me okay! :D

Love me, love me, say that you love me.

为什么，我走不到你的未来？

2009-04-17T23:10:00.003+08:00

Damn it
Damn damn damn damn damn damn frustrated, so shit frustrated that I really feel like crying. ARGH!:@
Whatever, whatever, whatever, WHATEVER YOU KNOW.
Aft sch > Jp > Home.
Got so many things I want to buy, berms, heels, contact lens, bags.
Waaaaaaaaah, damn shit.
So many things I want to get!!! My mum is not going to sponsor me ANY of it, so gg loh. Save money loh, go hungry like hell loh. Tmd.
Bye everybody.

I will face everything myself.

Let's make our way through.

2009-04-15T00:48:00.002+08:00

冲！
Lol, alright, MYE IS NEXT WEEK! YES NEXT WEEK! NEXT WEEK, MIND YOU.
OMG, so damn fast! Imma not prepared, HOW?
HOW? DIE LOH, HOW. Grrrrrrrrrrrr, really die.
But I'm really glad that I hadn't been procrastinating these few days.
I had been doing notes on geog and sci! And I did my homework!!
Omg, * a sense of satisfiscation * Woohoo! :D
So ya! Goodluck to me! All the way!!!!!
I want to organise some study sessions, with my study 团! Haha, shihui named it.
我要去睡觉了，所以。。。。
拜啦! 千万不要想我哦！HAHAHAHA.

There's too many things to concentrate now, I shouldn't think you.

I am thinking of you.

2009-04-12T01:42:00.002+08:00

Down with throat infection.
Damn, update soon. Ciao.

Disappointed, once again.

烦啊烦啊烦啊不能呼吸。

2009-04-09T22:51:00.002+08:00

I am back here again.
Oh no, I'm having abit of sorethroat, not exactly, just feel very dry even though I drank damn lots of water. Nevermind, 我喜欢！HAHAHAHA.
Okay whatever, my thumb is damn damn damn damn pain I tell you, cannot even move too much.
Today had 2 vball sessions with 2 different groups, haha! Vball in the morning with my girls, I feel like slapping and punching Jocelyn!!!! Hahaha! Jocelyn, you know what right!!! Ask her throw to me, I want spike, she go and spike to me. Ask her to throw up the ball let me spike, she go and throw the ball opposite. Walao! 叫她做东他做西！气死我了！Hahaaaaaa.
Okay aft sch, lunch with the usual people, exclude the 2 dancing women. Then home to bathe, then went to cc to look for wl, yx and yx's bro. Played vball, omg damn fun!!
Then dinner at 8 plus, at market again with marcus, weeleong and xavier. Almost lost Crystal's vball, scare the freak outta me manszxc!! Then home at 9 plus.
And now, back here. Tired, really tired. But I still have to prepare notes for geog and sci test, so ya, BYE LAH! :)

Is time to move on.

If its a goodbye, I'll smile and bid goodbye.

2009-04-08T20:03:00.002+08:00

Hello peepo. :D
Alright just a short update before I'm off to mug for tml maths test and my dinner.
Is another common tests week to endure. Common tests for every subject are coming again, oh no.
No time , seriously. I think I need to draw out a study plan, but I doubt I'll acutally be so nice to follow it.
Things are getting worst and worst, like science is getting harder and harder for me to understand. I think I'l fail science, and what's worst I quit my science tuition this year, and I tell my mum I can depend on myself.
Ya right, my current situation is depend on myself to get ready to fail.
And 2 tests to go next week, geog and sci, all needs memory!!!!!!!!
And this week I'm not even free at all, I'm going to my sis's bf chalet on friday till saturday, and after I come back, I'll slp like zzzzzzz.
ARGH. SOMETIMES I WISHED I COULD SAVE YOU, NO SAVE ME.
Alright, pray hard I won't flunk my subjects ok, tata. (L)

我累了，我不想再管了。

I don't like it.

2009-04-05T04:52:00.004+08:00

Gosh. It's 4.53 am! And I'm still shit awake.
Been watching 娱乐百分百 yesterday and today! Damn funny!
Was laughing so loud that I woke my sis up manszxc! Hahaha.
And I'm in dead meat, I haven't touch any of my homework!!!!!!!
I even planned to revise for my bio science, and I'll be like waking up at 4 plus or 5 plus pm later on!!
And you know what! MYE is less than 1 mth away.
Hate myself for being so easily drift away loh. Damn it.
Just can't resist the temptation of computer and tv. So that's why, I need to study outside. And what's the thing I need most is motivation.
MOTIVATION! ARGH. Ciao.

I don't know how to move on.

No one understands me.

2009-04-03T23:57:00.003+08:00

Hungry & totally BROKE
I'm hungry in the middle of night, and I hadn't eaten for like 8hrs.
And my last meal was my first meal. And I'm BROKE after buying a top form HURS.
Argh. And caught Confessions of Shopaholic, damn nice!
And I cut my hair, omg, I think I look funny. I feel like shaving it bald manszxc!
WHAT THE HELL, DAMN IT.
I got a nightmare ytd. Scary, and I'm really afraid that it would really happen to me.

It would be really nice if you were just by my side, listening to me.

Breaking down.

2009-04-01T22:59:00.003+08:00

Short post before I enter my lala land.
Alright, Happy April Fool Day guys.
Ok, I was tricked. -___-
Lazy to elaborate lah.
Finally done with my home econs project, its 10 pages long, omg.
Had been real busy these few days, and yea, its's really really really very stressful. I'm in the mid of breaking down alr, seriously.
So many things to cope with, school, personal matters. Really, I'm dying.
Is like many things at one go you know, can hardly breathe. But there's really nothing I could do to at least make this situation better.
All I can do is sit down there,tearing.
Alright , I shall go and sleep now. Ciao.

I should be satisfied with the way we are now.

2009-03-30T20:14:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIHUI!

Omg, you're 14th alr, the 2nd oldest in our clique huh! *jealous*
Lol, love ya! :)

Alright, off to do my workkkkk. Ciao. :D

There's so many things I wished I could tell you.

2009-03-29T16:18:00.002+08:00

Haha, becca? A cosmetic brand. lol.
Town with mum, sissie and her bf ytd. Bought a high waist short from Topshop, omg!
That's like very finally yea. Haha.
And has been very long since i went shopping with my mum! woohoo.
Alright, off to do my science homework. :(
Tata! (L)

Famished.

2009-03-28T02:32:00.002+08:00

Hungry
Worst of all, is in the middle of the night. I got nothing to eat!! Argh, damn it. Is the 2nd post of the day yea! I'm really damn damn damn bored. What's wrong with google? I can't seem to view my blog and others blogs. Weird.
Anw, DON'T CONTACT ME VIA SMS, I CAN'T RECEIVE SMSES ON TIME. I need to restart my phone to receive smses, I cannot be always restarting it right. So if there's anything CALL ME UP. Sorry for the inconvenience caused. :)

你好就好。

2009-03-27T22:29:00.004+08:00

Argh, bye my poor nail.
Walao eh, my thumb nail broke damn heart pain can! Grow for so long alr, ahhh!
Woohoo, weekends are saying hello to me again yea.
Tml might be going town, teehee!
Off to do my homework alr.
Miss me yea, ciao. (L)

Roses have thorns, so does everyone.
We must learn to accept each and everyone, cos everyone has their flaws.

Thanks, for letting me know something called love.

Stressed.

2009-03-26T20:17:00.003+08:00

Bonjour people.
Update! Oh manszxc, been like not updating for so many days huh.
Well , there isn't nothing much to update lah.
Everyday is like the same yea.
Oh my god! Kayaking on tuesday was fun! Luckily I decided to go into water in the end! HAHA!
What I dun like about it is that, the place is far, is at KALLANG!
And, the water is abit dirty , but overall is still fun!!! :D
LOL, today cooked udon noodles for home econs practical, everybody prepared different food, so is like no teacher guiding!
Omg, yy and me managed to survive in the end. The process was disastrous man!
Cos we got totally no idea of how to cook it, but the food turned out to be quite okay, only that the soup got too much smell of shiitake.
Alright, and guess what.
I've been procrastinating, although I keep telling myself not to procrastinate anymore. Argh! :@
I hadn't been doing alot of english assignments, which will be counted to CA.
And MYE is coming soon, oh no oh no oh no!
I need motivation, YOU KNOW.
Alright, ciao! :D

I can't care 'bout anything but you.

Say that you love me.

2009-03-21T16:11:00.003+08:00

hello everybody.:)
Hmm, school hols are ending in like 1 day time.
DAMN! I still wanna enjoy.
I haven't finish my hols assignments, but I alr do some of it.
Rest of them, I'm not going to do anymore.
Yea, I admit I'm slack.
But please, I really dun have the freaking shit mood to do them.
Sorry, I'm not in a very good mood.
Things are not going my way, totally not.
And yea, I've been like feeling damn unwell these few days.
Old problems, headache and dizzy.
Sigh, I am really very very tired. Can I just not care about anything esle? CAN I?
I can't cope with practically everything. There's really lots of things thats bothering me now.
But I just dunno how to say it, who to turn to. Feel really very stressed.
Damnnnnnnn.
Ytd went Chevron's ktv with sissie, her bf and cousin.
The ktv there is damn cool.
It has wireless mike, plasma tv. just that the room's smaller. It's quite cheap too!
Alright , stop here.
Ciao.

Been so long since I last saw you, I thought I could get used to it and forgets about your presence.
But yes, I get used to not seeing you as often as last time.
But still, my feelings for you are still that strong, no, even stronger.

你最近还好吗？

Praying hard.

2009-03-18T19:16:00.003+08:00

God damn it. Too shocked for the bad news.
You guys will definitely be alright, especially my very very good friend.
Take care guys.

我对你的思念越来越浓。

2009-03-17T18:38:00.002+08:00

Helloooooooo.
Imma back again, lol.
Damn, I hadn't touch ANY of my homework, YOU KNOW YOU KNOW.
Sigh, been very very busy, haha.
Went for tuition ytd, which was like damn damn bored.
Almost died , keep doing maths non-stop loh.
Left home at around 2 plus to slack with Daryl and Korkor at SC there.
Then went tuition at 5pm.
Tiring right, aft tuition went to buy stuffs to eat with shihui.
Then home at 8pm, stupid 185, SO LONG!
Actually going Kbox with weeleong they all, but didn't go in the end.
And well, today! Stayed at home the whole day!!
But watched "Love or Bread" for the whole day with cousin.
Is damn nice lah, very funny yea. HAHAHA.
And homework? Well no mood to do loh. Tmd.
Maybe I should go library and do it, lol.
Ok whateverszxc.
Ciao.

我从不抱着任何关于你的希望。
因为我知道是不可能的。
我只能把你放在我心中。

这一种想见不能见的伤痛，让我对你的思念越来越浓

你的温柔给过我幸福。

2009-03-16T02:37:00.003+08:00

Hello.
Is already 2.42am, my head's gonna drop.
I painted my nails yellow, becca are you jealous? HAHA.
Tired , dead tired.
Woke up at 2pm and slept at 6am last night, I think I really gonna off my phone during my sleep. I hate it when people wake me up from my sleep, seriously.
I always tends to throw my temper if I'm really having a damn nice sleep and people wake me up for no reason, or just to ask me stupid things that's gotta do with THEM.
Well, Imma not exactly tired cos of lacking of sleep, emotionally I'm tired too.
Perhaps I've been thinking too much these few days, really too much. Many things just couldn't get them out of my mind. zzzzzZ
Advices? Nah, I dun think I need any. Cos the more you give, the more I'll think.
So just leave me alone.
Alright , its march holidays now.
Finally, there's holiday. So yea, there's time for me to sleep!
Haha, whenever there's time for me to sleep until I shuang, I dunno why, but I'll feel super happy. Sorry I get happy over things easily, lol.
But there's quite a number of homework to do. And revision too, damn.
Why can't time just stop for me? Awwwwwwwwww.
And guess what, there's confidence building in like 4hrs time, but I am not going.
But I got tuition at 5pm, and I'm going. SIGH!
Feel like running away to somewhere I can be alone.
Alright, Imma going to my lalaland and make sure I dun have heavy eye bags, and dark circles, later on.
Goodnight all. :D

当我每次唱情歌，眼里总有太多泪

想见不能见最痛。

2009-03-14T23:51:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAOGUANG!

See , Imma nice alright! :D

Hahaha, went to weeleong they all chalet ytd till today morning.
Not very very fun, okay only lah, cos not many people stayed.
Only Yongxiang, Weeleong, Gavin, Daryl, Jovan and Weixiong and me stayed till today.
Damn tired lah, didn't really sleep loh.
Slept for like 3 hrs plus only, keep wake up slp wake up slp, too cold alr.
Plus thursday sleep for only like 1 hr plus and went sch straight on friday.
Aft sch, went chalet. See, tiring right.
My eyebags and the dark circles are damn jialat, super big and dark.
Today morning cabbed home with weixiong and Daryl.
From 11 am sleep till 7 pm plus only loh, damn my sis lah, talk so loud.
Oh ya! My phone is abit spoilt, I can't receive message on time. So don't sms me, call me. Thanks.

Should I believe others words?

你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂。

2009-03-11T17:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REBECCA!

Bonjour peeps!
I am back blogging!
Life is getting so-not-interesting.
Everyday is just the same shit routine, so not point elaborating much lah.
Just came back from Jp.
Realised that the same old problem is attacking me again! :(
No MONEY!! Cos you know, I got so many damn things to buy.
( Things I wanna buy is always never ending. )
I want that Longchamp bag!!!!!!!
And bagpack, asap!! Cos carrying a shoulder bag around is really torturing, damn heavy!
Haircut + dye hair!!!!!!
This 3 things alone alr gonna cost me around 300 bucks , YOU KNOW!
And I dun think my mum will sponsor me, cos I've been buying things non-stop. -____-
So what am I gonna do is to : SAVE MONEY!!
So yea, from tml onwards, I gonna bring like 2 dollars to sch and keep the rest of the money at home! :D
Don't pity me, cos I won't die if I don't eat, I'll die if I can't get those things!!! And I can actually slim down, one stone kill two birds! :D
Anw, I gonna cut down on fast food as much as possible.
Cos I think I'm really putting on weight, and fast food is really quite fattening.
So I gonna resist the temptation! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Oh shit, I need a 1.5 litre nike water bottle too. * screams x100 *
Okay Imma gonna study, ciao! :D

怎样的我能让你更想念？

当你离开的时候。

2009-03-10T19:07:00.004+08:00

Hellooooooo peeps.
I am back again !! :D
Brief update ah! haha!
Omg, I'm super sad, you know why?
My phone dropped ytd, and guess what! The battery, and the battery cover came off(very normal), what's not normal is... my whole piece of keypad came off too!!
Damn sad leh, I wonder how people can take care of their phone so well.
Unlike me, forever clumsy. :(
Ahhhhh!! Damn sad leh, YOU KNOW YOU KNOW!!
My phone now is having problems alr loh, why so many Nokia users doesn't have any problems with their phone and I'm having damn lots of problems loh! 不服气！
Hmmmmmmmmmmmpf!
Whatever, no point crying over spilled milk.
REBECCA'S B'DAY TML! HOHOHO!
Reply to becca's blog post: Haha, HERE I COME!! Rmb the mervyn's class, the drowning thing ahahha!
Ok ciao!

我在向前走却像在退后。

或许我想要得，是你无法给的。

2009-03-09T11:42:00.005+08:00

Hahaha, I was too bored. :D

Hello! Wondering why I am here during this time, when I'm supposed to be in school?
Cos didn't attend school loh, was sick. :(
But still will be attending tuition at 5.
So yea, I'm really bored. -______-
Whatever, Imma off to do my stuffs, ciao.
Dun miss me. :D

你知道吗？

心痛比快乐更真实。

2009-03-08T00:28:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KORKOR! :D
Hmm, those things I want to tell you is alr in the msg! :)

Okay, Imma off to sleep now.
Ciao.

突然好想你，你会在哪里？

彷佛是退不出, 又走不进你的世界。

2009-03-06T23:50:00.001+08:00

Oh hi.
Alright there's nothing much to update. zzZ
Imma really going to zZZ alr, lol.
So yeaaaaa, went to Crystal hse today, for the featured story thang.
The video clips is damn funny, hahaha! :-D
Hmm, tml is Saturdayyyyyyyyyyy.
Should be going out for a movie, not sure yet. Haas.
Time is passing real fast.
2 more mths to MYE , MYE mind you! Lol.
So gonna study reaaaaaaaaaal hard, I won't bother about other things right now.
Too many things to balance with, no time no time no timeeee! Sigh...
Sunday will be out to town with crystal and jocelyn.
Imma damn busy lohhhhh!!!!!!!
Alright alright, stop here! (L)

P.S : I dun give a damn.

我闭上眼睛, 不敢看你的表情.

Pictures of me, Pictures of you.

2009-03-04T18:52:00.011+08:00

你是窗外另外一片风景。

2009-03-03T22:09:00.006+08:00

H-E-L-L-O.
Ok, I am back. Obviously. -__-
Lol, hmm alright I promised to update right!
But that was like erm, Sunday, Lol. So sorry!
Was too tired to update, ytd was studying the stupid geog for today's test.
That stupid geog, dunno why I study so much!
The questions that came out was those part that I didn't really pay attention to. >:(
Alright stop complaining , cos there'll be more complaining at the bottom! :D
I am very suay these few days, YOU KNOW! Nvm, ltr you'll know.
Friday, 27th feb
This is when I met my first misfortune.
During the last lessons, I went to toilet with Shihui.
AND GUESS WHAT. I went into the cubicle and yea, obviously pee.
Then YOU KNOW WHAT! I got stuck inside.
The stupid shit lock was like stuck, couldn't turn it, it was like turned halfway.
And tried many many times, still cannot open!
And I'd to resort to last method. I climbed over to the next cubicle. -__-
At first I sat on top of the wall, the thing u separate the cubicles.
Dun dare to jump down, was like hesitating.
Finally jump down after shihui's persuading.
Hahaha, luckily she's there. If not I dunno how long would I be lock inside.
Then at night went to hyss concert, cultural night.
JP interchange > JE interchange > Bus 66 > Cab > ACS.
We remembered wrongly! It starts at 7pm, we thought it starts at 7.30pm.
And the bus 66 was shit long.
And took cab there, reached in time. :D
Overall was okay only. I fell asleep for a few mins during the band performance. :X
Luckily Rebecca sat beside me during the band performance.
Both of us keep laughing non-stop. With Rebecca around, I'm nvr bored. HAHAHA! xD
Then cabbed to 9 tou with shihui and jocelyn.
And then, dinner with jocelyn, and home.

Saturday, 28th feb
Went JB with my family , excluding my bro , including my sissie's bf.
Visit relatives, same old thing. -________-
Then shopping, obviously. Hahaha!
Bought a pair of heels , a shades , a nike bag and socks.
Quite satisfied.

Sunday, 1st Mar
Hmm, stayed at home till 5 plus.
Out with weeleong, qixuan, ah tiong and quanchun.

Monday,2nd Mar
Yesterday came my another misfortune.
Is damn gross. I was eating during recess, and I flipped the fish.
YOU KNOW WHAT! I saw a rubber band.
A rubber band, mind you.
Damn unhygienic loh! What the hell.
Spoils my appetite manszxc.
Aft sch went tuition and home aft that.
Study like crazy for geog.

Today
Had geog test,quite sian diao.
I might flunk the paper, although I studied real hard for it.
Cos some questions I really dunno.
Just agar agar , u know! Lol.
But who cares, I did my best.
And yea, aft sch went to KFC for lunch/breakfast.
They went back to school , and I went home.
Finally I took my nap.
Hmm, there's many things waiting for me to work on ahead.
So yea, there's no time for me to think too much.

There's so many things I want you to know.

也许吧。

2009-03-01T17:40:00.001+08:00

Hmm, I'll be right back for the update!
I'm going out now, ciao! :D

It's too late.

2009-02-25T00:45:00.009+08:00

Pictures taken on 23/2/09:

Tralalalalalalalalalalalalala!~

I'm here again heh.

It's 12:53am now, and I just finished eaten my dinner heh.

Pathetic right.

Okay, i am going to pack my things alr.

Ciao.

太多疑问，但知道了又如何？

下雨天了怎么办，我好想你。

2009-02-23T19:53:00.004+08:00

Oh hello.
Hey, I'm updating very regularly huh.
Just came back from tuition.
See now's already 7.52pm when I just finished bathing.
And you know what! I still got like chinese, english, geog and science homework to do!
Crazy right! But not going to do right now, cos I really need to rest before I start to do and do and do again! :(
School was fun! 'Cos I'm in a very good mood today!
Haha! Dunno why too! Just feel very happy and energetic, although I only had 4hrs plus of sleep.
Maybe is cos of the weather, cos today's weather is damn nice.
At least I don't feel frustrated.
And miss kong and xu lao shi didn't came today, so free periods loh! :D
Science lesson was okay too cos we did some experiment, so not much listening to do.
And I didn't do anything for the experiment, the 3 of them were doing it , haha :x
I only helped to light up the bunsen burner heh. :D
Was talking to Taoguang about Stephen Chow's shows, lol.
There's HCL aft school, well, it's very fun!
'Cos lao zhar bor came , hohoho.
And sang and sang and sang like mad while doing homework.
I almost sang everything mentioned like, 下雨天, dangerous, lol.
Aft HCL went to cc for lunch with Rebecca, Shihui, Crystal and Jocelyn.
Gossiped this and that, and tuition with shihui.
And thennnnnnnn, back here posting loh.

Everyone has changed , 'we' are no longer 'we' anymore.
All of us agreed that, everyone has changed after discussing about many issues.
Is no longer the same as last year, last year we have a lot a lot fun.
Yet this year, it's more quiet it's more boring.
Lol, didn't know that a person can change so fast, very unexpected.
Alright, enough of me huh.
Ciaoooooooo.

怎样的我能让你更想念?

Till the end.

2009-02-22T18:50:00.003+08:00

Owell, I am back again.
Before I start, I want to say, Twilight is very nice!
Just finished my chinese homework, and god damn it! I didn't bring home my geog w/s.
Damn damn damn! Super pissed! :(
Been very forgetful these few days! What the hell!
Tomorrow's Monday again, the day I dread the most every week.
Everybody seems to be running very fast ahead, I can't catch up with everybody's pace seriously.
STRESS. Gimme a break, please.
I feel like chopping my head off manszxc! Keep having headache, almost everyday.
I wonder if I really have the symptoms of the what headache yingying told me.
SIGH! So many things to worry about.
Time are passing real fast, just a blink of eye, we're already at the 2nd month of the year, going to 3rd month in a few more days to come.
I'm wondering , will I have the time to cope with everything, to buck up with studies?
'Cos I really feel that my studies have dropped, unlike last year.
Well, this year is indeed much more competitive. And damn, there's streaming.
And we didn't get great teachers we had last year, especially phyics, I'm not the only one who feels this way, the whole class think so.
All we do in physic class is just worksheet, all he do is throwing w/s at us, ask us to do it.
The history is repeating itself again, this scene is last yr's maths lessons.
How in the world can we understand if he doesn't really teach and the whole class is just in the world of their own.
Whatv, I'm already mentally prepared to self-study for physics.
And what's worse? I doesn't have any tuition for science unlike last yr.
See, many things aren't like last year.
And this year's biology, I really don't understand a single bit of the digestive system.
So many subjects are going to be self-study for me, goodluck to me.
Top10 ? Is far beyond my reach.
Alright, ciao.

他心里的每一寸都属于另一个人......

2009-02-20T20:36:00.002+08:00

Heeeeeeeello people! xD
I'm back!
Just a brief update of what I did over the past few days ok. :)
Hmm, well actually didn't really do anything interesting.
My life is very dull and boring. :(
Alright, yesterday went to market to eat with jocelyn.
And home aft that!
Guess what?! I slept at 4.30pm and all the way till today morning 6am!
Zai leh? HAHAHA.
Hmm, today wasn't very interesting though.
School was okok lah! I didn't sleep k.
Esp during physics lesson, normally his lesson I'll sleep loh.
and I even did his work ok. Lol.
Crystal and I went a little bit crazy during physics lesson, keep singing and singing.
Sing till some parts very agitated like that loh, lol.
And I didn't sleep during chinese lesson, I did the assessment book on my own accord and hand in to her, hehe :D
Aft school went jp with shihui and rebecca!
Ate pizza hut then rebecca went home first, shihui and I went to popular, bought my stuffs and then to buy ear studs, and home.
Tomorrow's saturday again! Haiszxc.

Anyway! I've yet to thank Crystal, Shihui, Jocelyn and Rebecca for the Valentines Day prezzies!
Okay lah, is a bit late though!
But well, really thanks for the lovely prezzies girls!
Crystal for the " don't touch!" tag, Jocelyn for the key chain, Shihui for the friendship band and Rebecca for the letter !
Haha! Not just because the prezzies are lovely and cute on the appearance! Cos no matter what you guys give we'll always appreciate it! Cos every prezzies from you guys show the efforts in getting each and every us a prezzie! Show how important you guys take our friendship as!
Even is just a letter, its very precious ok. Cos reading letters always bring back the memories we used to share, bring back all the laughters! It's the thoughts that counts! :D
Thanks girls! :D
Alright , shall write something for all of them!
Crystal : Hey hairy! My dear dear listener! Glad that you're always there whenever I need someone to talk to heh! And yea, we're sort of on the same boat yea, isn't a bad thing ok, at least we can accompany each other!
Shihui: Hey! We are always complaining to each other about this and that and we're never sick of it, do you realise that? Haha, so don't stop complaining to me if not I think I'll feel a bit uneasy heh! haha!
Jocelyn: Heyhey! My listener! Hmm, although you just joined our clique this year, but yea, we do have fun with you around! The more the merrier right ?! Just in case you feel left out or what, we recognised you as one of us, so don't feel left out or what ok! :D
Rebecca: Hi there!! Hahaha, rmb to do the actions aft reading arh, lol! You're the one with most thing in common with me! We always have the same thing in mind, do you realise that! We always have alot to say even though we already said alot, haha! And and we love to disturb and argue with people together right?! Hahaha! :P
Yingying: Hello! Same height same height! Lol, anyway! Cheer up ok! Smile! Think of me and you'll smile and maybe giggle, LOL! :D

Shall stop here, in case my girls are too touched that they flood their whole keyboard! :D
Hahaha! Ciao!

You left me speechless...

1thing2say3word4you.

2009-02-18T21:54:00.005+08:00

Hello guys.
Alright update update update!
Hmm, nothing much happened during these few days.
Well, quite busy though. :(
Dealing with homework and stuffs.
I hate Mondays, every Monday.
I got higher chinese aft school, and aft that 2 hrs of break and then tuition till 7pm.
Luckily now shihui joined my tuition class, if not I think I'll really die.
Too many things to cope with. 8'(
Yesterday went market to eat with Shihui, Crystal and Jocelyn, and aft that acc Crystal to school traffic light there, and went home aft that with shihui and Jocelyn.
Today went Science Centre with the class for Health and Bacteria workshop.
Oh well, it was okay okay lah.
Did some experiments during the workshop.
Kind of interesting, but I am seriously very clumsy.
I was like asking shihui how to eject the bacteria and crystal was holding on the tube, and I accidentally ejected it on her hand, luckily she got wear gloves. :)
And I was helping yingying to pull the elastic tape, and pulled for not long, the whole thing came off, lol.
I think I'm dangerous loh, hahaha.
Aft the workshop, went to walk around, then ate at Mac.
And home aft that.
Took some pictures, but won't be uploading now.
There's still school tml ! But nothing on aft sch, there's ccm but too bad I won't be attending it.
I am very free tml, hahaha! :D

I'm really very disappointed.
Can't help feeling this way, how much I wished I can just get you out of my mind.
But it just doesn't work.
There are always things that I'll never say, I'll keep to myself.
Thinking that I'll forget as time goes by, bullshit.
How silly I am, really.
I really feel that I'm stupid to hold on to something which I already know it's impossible.
But I just can't help myself falling deeper and deeper for you.
It's not something I can really decide on.
Even if I wanted to give up, but my feelings always betray my decision.

Felt so close but you were far away, left me without anything to say....

Lost

2009-02-12T00:44:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Shall update since I am sick and tired of seeing the same post k. :)
Alright life is very dull, yeah dull.
Everyday is just the same stupid routine, school and school and school.
God damn it, my bad habit is saying to hello to me again, I slept in class, I doesn't pay attention, I didn't hand in my homework. omgggggg!

I once promised myself not to sleep in class loh. And must pay attention and hand in homework on time. What the hell.
Always easier said than done. -.-
But I am done with my underdesk and my w/s in my file alr, wahahaha! Very accomplished!
That's like very finally okay.
I always appeared to be very happy, smiling, laughing and joking the whole day.
I never lost my temper to my friends before, I am rarely emotional.
Don't believe? Ask my girls loh.
But there's always things I can't find anyone to turn to, nobody to.
How much I wished that you were there, listening to me.

Valentines day is coming in one day time, any presents for me?
Well, I am not very anticipated/excited about this day.
I mean like you don't feel good when you see everyone is celebrating it with their partner and you're celebrating it by urself. When you see couples holding hands walking on the street and u're walking on the street alone. When you see all the girls receiving roses and you're like receiving none ? Isn't it very pathetic?
So I dread this day every year.
And I guess there's no exception this year.
Unless there's miracle this year. But I doubt so.
Alright enough of my rants huh.

Wednesday went to vivo with my sissie to get her stuffs.
And for me, I got myself a mango tanktop and bought some valentines day present.
Thursday, dead tired,cos only slept for 3 hrs on wed, so went home aft school and slept.
Today, I gave out valentines day presents!
Very nice right the present, I wrapped all by myself leh! Hahahaha.
Then , vball awhile aft sch cos was waiting for CRYSTAL and JOCELYN.
一个两个 dua me. Wth!
They still say half an hour, I ended up waiting for them 2hr30mins loh.
And we had our lunch at pm mac just now, and now currently at hairy's house.
Fyi, hairy is crystal, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
Ok , end here.
Ciao.

原来爱情这么伤，比想象中还难.....

2009-02-07T16:36:00.003+08:00

Hello people! :)
I am back again, hoho!
Thursday went to Rebecca's house!
Hahaha, super fun! :D
Lol, rebecca is damn stupid loh, she read our blogs entries out in a super funny tone.
Yesterday's school was ok only, I'm beginning to 佩服 myself alr!
Hahaha, I actually fell asleep when my head was just leaning against the chair.
Dunno how to say lah, shihui they all will know :)
Lol, I didn't even plan to sleep loh, I just want to close my eyes and rest for awhile.
Cos was having a damn headache. =(
Went home aft sch and slept.
Then at night celebrated Bernard's bday at cc.
Went home at 12 plus.

Ok since shihui asked me to do this quiz, shall do it now loh.
TEN ARE YOUS

1. Are you single - Yup.
2. Are you happy - Haha, quiteeeee!
3. Are you bored - Hmm, not really.
4. Are you fair - Er no, I am the darkest among my girls.
5. Are you Italian - Nope.
6. Are you intelligent - Not really. I am always being called stupid. :(
7. Are you honest - Hehe, depends!
8. Are you nice - Of cos! HAHAHA.
9. Are you Irish - nah.
10. Are you Asian - YESSSSSSS.

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name - Beh Xiao Han
2. Nicknames - Many many lah. Find out urself !
3. Birth place - Singapore.
4. Hair color - Brownish black.
5. Natural hair style - Natural curls, not too exaggerating curls arh.
6. Eye Color - Dark brown
7. Birthday - Sadly to say, 25 nov.
8. Mood - Happy. :D
9. Favorite color - RED RED RED RED!
10. One place you'd like to visit - Hmm, somewhere I can forget my troubles.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love - Er yeap.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - Not really.
3. Do you currently have a crush? - Yes.
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Yup.
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - Hmm, think so.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - Yes.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - Oh yessssss.
8. Are you afraid of commitment - NOPE ! I am very willing to commit though, haha.
9. Who was the last person you hugged - Can't remember leh, I hadn't hug a person for very long alr. :)
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - Can't remember too.

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - Love.
2. Hard liquor or beer - Er hard liquor, but i only find it nice when it's mixed with soft drinks.
3. Cats or dogs - Dogs.
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - few best friends.
5. Creamy or Crunchy - crunchy ?
6. Pencil or Pen - Pen.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Both? Wild night can be romantic too , hahaha.
8. Money or Happiness - Happiness.
9. Night or day - Nighttttt!
10. IM or phone - Phone.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - I dun think so.
2. Seen a polar bear - Yes. In the zoo.
3. Done something you regret - Yes, alot.
4. Bungee jumped - No.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - Think so. But only on my house's floor.
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - uhh. no.
7. Been caught naked - Obviously no! Ridiculous
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - Er yeah, that was last time not now.
9. Cried because you lost a pet - Hmm, I didn't lost my pet before.
10. Wanted to disappear - Yessss, very much. Now too.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - Smile! Cute ones!
2. Light or dark hair - Not too dark not too light, brownish will do.
3. Hugs or kisses - Both. But hugs are warmer, sweeter!
4. Shorter or taller - Taller.
5. Intelligence or attraction - Attraction!!
6. Topman or Zara - Hmm, zara. Zara's clothes are nicer.
7. Funny or serious - Funny! But have to be serious when he's suppose to be.
8. Older or Younger - Older.
9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing :D
10. Sweet or Bad - Sweet. But can be bad sometimes, in the sense of teasing, haha.

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yeah, i think so.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - Of course! I'm very talkative you know, haha!
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - No.
4. Ever been to a rock concert - Nope.
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - No.
6. Ever been on a dance team - nope.
7. Ever been on a sports team - No.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - Yes.
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley?- Not yet, soon! HAHAHA.
10. Ever been in a rap video? - no.

TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made - My cousin? I asked him to open the door for me.
2. Last person you hugged - Can't remember.
3. Last person you hung out with - Bernard, quanchun, qixuan & co. (lazy to name out)
4. Last time you worked - Last yr ?
5. Last person you talked to - My brother? He was telling me the pancakes I made this morning made him stomachache. LOL
6. Last person you IM'd - Can't remember.
7. Last person you texted - Bernard?
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - I forgotten what was the movie I watched, red cliff/ yes man ?
9. Last person/thing you missed - Someone somebody.
10. Last website visited - My blog? Haha.

TEN PEOPLE TO DO
I dun sabo pple , HAHA. Feel free to do it ! :)

Ok , I am finally done with this!
Ciao.

我爱的人，不是我的爱人。

2009-02-06T14:31:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNARD, 笨蛋 !

( Bernard if you're reading this, very surprised to see the first picture rightttt ! )

勇气

2009-01-29T23:52:00.004+08:00

Bonjour people! :)
Been so long since I last updated oh.
Not my fault , my lappy's fault. :)
But too bad my lappy is still down, so I only can update like once in a while?
So stay tune for more updates!
I am damn tired, my eyelids are like dropping alr.
But I still nid to do the IN magazine things, research and research, shit you.
Really can die, and I was like having headache for the whole day until I ate 2 panadols.
These few days keep taking panadols loh :(
Aiya, whatv lahzxzxz.
I got a lot of cny's photos to upload!! But not to this computer. :(
This cny is too sudden, I dunno why to, I dun even have the feel you know.
Is only the red packets I like most, lol.
And this yr cny, my bro din go m'sia w us loh , cos he was on standby, army things.
So didn't really enjoy.
But the car journey was hell I tell you, on the way there, we took like 14hrs to drive there.
Traffic jam traffic jam traffic jam, custom also jam -.-
On the way also 12-14hrs liddat, so didn't went to school ytd.
I have been so no mood these few days, nothing seems to attract my attention.
Your face keep flashing on my mind..
Dunno why too, keep getting pek cek easily.:(

You know seems like everything is my fault really cannot take it.
Whatv I do is always wrong lah hor, keep pushing the blame to me.
I am the bad person lah, you are the best lah ok.
I don't say a word, doesn't mean I don't feel anything ok.
I just dun want t make things worse, so I kept quiet.

Whenever I think of you, I always has an undescribable feeling.
It isn't a good feeling, I always think of the days when I am with you.
But it really makes me feel very helpless, cos I know those times will never come back, never happen again, cos I dunno when will I see you again..
I am sick and tired of taking the intiative of asking u out, sms u, call u.
I am always the one taking the intiative, I dun expect you to the same way as I feel about you.

忍不住想要爱你的冲动...

2009-01-17T21:23:00.002+08:00

HELLO GUYS!
Oh well I am back again!
I am almost done w my cny's clothes shopping. hehehe.
Left w one shorts t buy yo.
(Been so long i didn't end a sentence w a 'yo' alr, not 'in' alr lah.)
LOL, kidding.
Went town w sissie ytd, haha.
Bought my high waist skirt alr, omg so happy.
I had been like searching for it so long alr loh!
Then bought some bangles, all of them are just so tempting.
Hahaha, next time if there's nth impt I dun wan t go shopping w my sissie alr.
Super pek cek I tell you, lol.
Just now 6 pm plus went JP w boon long for my breakfast, lol.
He's damn funny loh, keep crapping w me.
He told me what's pek cek and cek ark in chinese, walao eh damn funny i tell you.
Walked around jp then ate then home.
And now back staring at the comp screen, munching chipster, hahah.
I WAN MY LAPPY, I WANNA UPLOAD PHOTOS!:(

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer, I miss ya.

2009-01-14T22:37:00.002+08:00

HELLO.
I AM BACK, HOHOHO !:)
Anw, I won't be updating for the past few days!
Cos my lappy is down, and I'm now using sissie's bf lappy.
I got alot alot alot of photos t upload, but not to this lappy.
Cos i dun think this lappy has bluetooth, and I am lazy t go all the way up for my USB cable.
Next time lah k.
Today is super suay , damn suay, fuck shit.
Aft sch went to Marina Barrage, stupid shit.
Oh my god, is damn boring.
I wasn't even interested, not even a little.
I just wanna go home during the trip.
I dun have enough slp throughout the whole week.
And when I finally have the time t slp, the sch is arranging all sorts of stupid things aft sch.
Lessons are really really boring, and hmk are like hell lots.
Esp literature, I think she's crazy, she's mad, she's out of her mind.
Throwing us some many hmk, expecting us to complete within 1 day. ( I minus away the time in sch, by right is 2 days).
Walao eh, I think I will go crazy if this continues, we are not genius u know.
Ok whatever.
Yesterday, skipped the stupid house practice, that wee leong keep pyscho me loh, HAHAHA.
Went t cc t find that wee leong, qixuan was there too.
Anw hor, yy and crystal u two owe me and sh one favour hor! LOL.
Ate, slacked awhile.
Bernard popped out halfway, LOL ! :)
Yy , crystal and sh went home first.
Slacked at cc till 8 plus.
And that Bernard is really stupid, we actually " fought" in mac. HAHAHA.
Aft that pulled him t go jp w me cos I need t get my textbks and some stationeries.
He looks like my maid, hahaha! =P
I actually saw my parents there, I was like " Ohmygod, wo ma ma!" to him.
Then went home w my parents , reached hme at 9.30.
Missed half an hour of the show , ahhhh !~
I think I shall go and bathe and pack my bag now.
Nothing is going my way, wth.

I am falling deeper and deeper.

2009-01-11T15:14:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!:)
Finally I am able t post, woohoo.
Hadn't been posting for the past few days arh.
Not that I am lazy ok.
1) My internet connection is having some problems, it keep breaking non-stop.
2) I was sick for the past few days.
Monday, 6/1/09
Went tehtarik aft school , then cc t gossip, hahaha.
We were v in "camera mode" , so took some pictures!

Walao, look at my damn eyebags. O:

Tuesday,7/1/09

Went to jp to catch a movie, YES MAN !!

Oh my god, is damn damn damn damn damn hilarious i tell you.

I was like laughing throughout the whole movie loh.

But dun think my gfriends enjoy the movie alot hor ? :)

I WANNA WATCH AGAIN LEH!!!!!

I want everlast school shoes, damn it.

Wed - Fri

HOHOHO, on mc leh !!

Hahaha, 3 days didn't attend school.

Fever + throat infection.

But dun think anyone miss me lah hor.

Except for shihui, cos nobody sitting bside to talk to her hor ?!

Then also nobody take 185 w her, hahahaha.

But went out on Friday , cos was feeling much better as compared t wed and thurs.

wed and thurs really like hell man, was feeling damn uncomfortable.

So friday went to find shihui to take my stuffs then acc her for lunch.

Then aft that went t find weeleong to help him do his stuffs.

Stupid lah him, then quanchun came to find us.

Aft that went home.

Yesterday, went shopping w sissie , her bf and my cousin.

Bought 3 tops, 1 bag and 1 pair of gladiators, finally.

Ok, I am done.

Ciao.

好想听听你的心，听听你再想什么...

2009-01-08T00:20:00.001+08:00

SICK. =(
Will update asap.

好想念你....

2009-01-04T00:32:00.004+08:00

Bonjour peeps.
AHHHH, I cant upload the video.
The file size is way too big, 142MB but Blogger only accept not more than 100MB, sorry!
I am soooooooo bored, sooooo sooooo soooo bored!=(
What t do leh?
I am the only one awake loh and its only 2.12am.
Nobody t talk to loh, I want cry alr, lol.
Lovely couples are everywhere, holding hands walking side by side.
How sweet, it isn't really a great feeling envying them silently.
Ahhh, what's wrong w me again. =(
Maybe I am really really really bored arh.
Wth the channel 8 keep showing the what 怪谈 commercial.
Abit scary showing this kind of commercial in the middle of the night.
Not once only , many many many times alr ok !!!!
OMG! My dark circles are not getting better!! So does my eyebags!!
I alr sleep for very long , but they're not getting better!
My dark circles are really damn damn dark, and my eye bags are like so big.
I want t cry alr, ANY CURES FOR DARK CIRCLES AND EYE BAGS?!!?!
School is going t start again.
I really miss those late nights times lohhhhh. :'(
Shall stop here before I start t rant again, hoho.

I WANNA WATCH "YES MAN" !!!
Who wants t watch w me ?! (:

你就坐在我的身旁，为什么你的心却活在他方？

2009-01-03T01:31:00.002+08:00

Hey yooooo.
I am back again.
31/12/08, New Year Eve!
Went t Marina Square w Bernard, Korkor & Fredo !
Was a super last min decision (:
Met them @ Lakeside, I was the first t reach lohhhhh.
The weather damn hot loh, sweat alot lehhhhhh.
Then train to city hall, then walked t Marina Square.
Met Ah tiong & Qixuan there.
After that , see them play billard.
Then finally FIREWORKS.
Woohoo, very pretttttttttty esp the ending part , took a video.
Now sending from my phone t lappy, so slow. ):
Then after that, walked t Beach Road.
Went to the what Hong kong palace, lol.
Then after that went to the other place.
After that, Bernard sent me home, thank youuuuu!
Wait for the cab for so long lohhhhh.
Reached home at 4.30am.
Tired.

X

1/1/09, Happy New Year!
Went to cousin's 21st bday chalet at Bukit Batok there.
The home team sedas, i dunno the spelling.
Damn quiet there, we were the only ones there, creepy loh, lol.
My cousin, another cousin, sissie and her bf and I stayed overnight there.
5 of us only loh, totally nth to do ):
Played poker cards and drank alittle there.

X

Today !
School today :(
Slacked throughout the day.
Luckily we remained in the same class, woohoo.
Played vball during recess.
Then after school, sat at the canteen w Shihui while waiting for yy and crystal.
Then went to find Boon long and WEE LEONG.
HAHAHAHA, wee leong's face still doesn't fail t make me laugh!!
Played vball w them and yy and crystal.
Walked t bus stop tgt w gfriends and weeleong and boon long.
I am not in the mood for school man.
AHHHHHHHHHH.
Ciao.

教我怎么不想你

2008-12-31T15:54:00.004+08:00

SCHOOL IS GOING TO REOPEN !
OHHHH MYYYY GODDDD !
Haven't finish my homework yet.
Just got some newspaper from Hairy !
Went JP w her just now, she bought her Dickies bag !
Same as mine, WOOHOO !!!!
I am still left w moodle , article & film review.
I am not planning t do moodle , I'll do it after school reopen.
Article review, gonna start after this post!
Film review, halfway done alr, waiting for that 笨蛋 to tell me the movie ending.
SOOOOOOOO SLOW LOR HIM, LOL.
Cheat my feelings ! )'8 hahahaha.
Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him Shit him !! =D
HAHAHAHA, he gonna kill me after reading this.
2009 is coming real soon ah, few hours time.
Hohoho, how to celebrate wor ?!
Enough of my crap, I am going to do my hmkkkkk.
Ciao.

怎样我才能让你更想念？

2008-12-29T00:54:00.009+08:00

Hohoho, I am back posting.

24/12/08, Christmas Eve!

Met Crystal and Shihui at gek poh at 3 plus t pass them their present.

Walao, both of them make me wait 30 mins ah !

死鬼! HAHAHAHA.

Actually meeting them at 1 plus at huayi.

But can't get up too tired alr , hahaha.

Then talked till 6 plus then went home.

Around 9 plus met Bernard & korkor @ 504.

After that, acc korkor t his house t change clothes.

Waited for him at his house downstairs.

Then cab to Clementi kbox.

Ah Kiat, Huixin, Ah Tiong and Zixuan & one of their friend (I forgot what's her name) came later on.

Hoho, my korkor !

After that,2 of their friends came but we alr finished our session alr.

Left kbox at 4 am plus.

Took their car back w Bernard and korkor.

Slept in the car, damn tired.

Reached home at 4.45am.

Then bathed and pack my things, went to Boon Lay w sissie, her bf and my cousin to take bus to Genting.

Slept all the way in the bus. (:

Not nice t sleep lor!

Then reached Genting, met up with my parents and my aunty's family.

They went up on the 24th , but we wanted to celebrate christmas in S'pore.

So went there ourselves.
Stayed there for 3d2n , shopping and shopping and shopping !!

Arcade and arcade and arcade !!

Played w the 投篮机, super super fun.

Play w it all the way.

That's what we do there.

Went to the outdoor theme park on the 2nd day, only took 3 rides lor !

What the hell, played halfway rain then went into indoor.

Then came out again, queue for the ride, our turn alr, the roller coaster under maintenance.
Super suay ! All the indoor rides so many many people, so din played any.

Went shopping instead!

That's all I bought there, woohoo !
Very contented !! MUAHAHAHAHA.

Will update the pictures , took many many.

But the camera is w sissie's bf.

To Crystal :

Hey hairy ! Don't think too much ok !

It's gonna be hard to get over, but try not t think too much !

Guys are nothing ok !

Don't cry anymore hor, cry again I smack your ass !

But don't forget, 3 of us will always be there for you no matter what !

We'll respect whatever decision you make !

Love ya ! =D

当我为你而哭泣心碎的时候，也许你已经忘了我的存在。

2008-12-28T01:32:00.001+08:00

Hey guys !!
I am back from Genting yo.
Will update asap k. (:
Stay tune for more updates.
Ciao !

Xiaohan's Blog

NOTICE!

Stressed.

Hell.

Is time to be independent.

Christmas eve!

Need to shop.

Wondering.

Procrastination

Thanks!

Malaysia trip

New experience!

Kill the fats!!!!

No title is the best title.

Shopping and shopping!

I FEEEEL SO RELIEVED.

Dead tired.

This is crazy.

I want to go Paris!

Quick update.

I don't love you anymore.

I want to eat ice-cream!

Love YOG countdown to the max!

What you do, the way you think, makes you beautiful.

Life is short and so is money.

Fashions fade, style is eternal.

It takes two hands to clap.

让我们 GET HIGH!

Harry Potter!

Busy bee!

More than words.

Sway with me.

Love is a riddle.

想听的话你说给了她。

If you're lost you can look, you'll find me.

I wonder.

Just a call from you.

我想要学会自我催眠。

I doubt so.

Flashback, Warm nights.

Satisfied.

I had never felt so lost before.

I gonna miss you like a child misses his blanket.

Would you catch me if I fall?

Can't read my poker face.

Much better.

Utterly disappointed.

You light up my life.

Stand by me, please.

不停幻想你对我有多么好。

It's time for shopping!

再怎么美丽也只能是曾经。

能不能不爱了， 因为爱太痛了。

最亲爱的。

17 Again!

Extremely exhausted.

Don't fade away, please.

为什么，我走不到你的未来？

Let's make our way through.

I am thinking of you.

烦啊烦啊烦啊不能呼吸。

If its a goodbye, I'll smile and bid goodbye.

I don't like it.

No one understands me.

Breaking down.

There's so many things I wished I could tell you.

Famished.

你好就好。

Stressed.

Say that you love me.

Praying hard.

我对你的思念越来越浓。

你的温柔给过我幸福。

想见不能见最痛。

你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂。

当你离开的时候。

或许我想要得，是你无法给的。

心痛比快乐更真实。

彷佛是退不出, 又走不进你的世界。

Pictures of me, Pictures of you.

能不能不爱了，因为爱太痛了。

下雨天了怎么办，我好想你。